Tumblr (3.0; @iamthin)http://iamthin.tumblr.com/<p>what i ate today: </p> <p>ideal protein caramel crunch bar<br/>sugar free jelly belly gummi bears  <br/>6 inch ham and cheese sub from subway with mayo, salt, pepper, lettuce<br/>1 can of diet coke, 1 can of diet ginger ale<br/>a few bites from sponge bob alphagetti <br/>4 pop tarts <br/>2 pizza hut bread sticks <br/>dasani water</p> <p>what i will eat tomorrow:</p> <p>1 apple<br/>6 strawberries <br/>2 eggs<br/>1 weight watchers &#8220;smart one&#8221; <br/>1 pretzel &#8220;thinsation&#8221;<br/>1 pita pizza with minimal cheese action<br/>water, water, water<br/>cucumber with calorie-free walden farms dressing </p>http://iamthin.tumblr.com/post/7002210405http://iamthin.tumblr.com/post/7002210405Tue, 28 Jun 2011 00:55:43 -0400<p>i&#8217;ve never been this fat in my life. i&#8217;m pretty. aren&#8217;t i? my boyfriend, of a year, and i recently broke up and i&#8217;m sure i&#8217;ve put on a handful of pounds since. i eat frozen food and carbs and i am a night time snacker. last night at 3:00 am i had a bowl of alphagetti. i am afraid to see myself naked in the mirror and even more afraid of how i afraid i could become. a few months ago i lost quite a bit of weight and put it all back on in a matter of weeks. i have started to get marks on my skin from the my fluctuation and i am mortified by my appearance daily. the most mundane things become complicated because of the way i feel in my own skin. i decided i would keep an online journal, not for others to read, but to hold myself accountable. daily, i will write what i plan to eat, what i ate, and how i feel. i&#8217;ll post a photo of myself once a week displaying my progress or lack there of. wish me luck. </p> <p>signed, <br/>Fitta  </p>http://iamthin.tumblr.com/post/7001085920http://iamthin.tumblr.com/post/7001085920Tue, 28 Jun 2011 00:14:00 -0400